I haven't talk to you lately. We're not meeting eye-to-eye. I think we don't even have the same goals anymore. I'm missing the true you. When can you clear your schedule, sit down, have a coffee and just reconnect our goals to our daily activities?
Let me also give you uncalled for advises, since we're already here.
Please read self-help books again. Finish Anger Management for Dummies - you badly need it now imho.
Manage your time and money again. You were ~~good when you were in younger. Revive it.
Restart doing the things you want. You'll be happier.
Lastly, be more useful, thus, happier this 2019.
And, let's talk.