Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

 Aloha,

As I reflected, I have not been a good keeper of lasting relationships especially when one is far away. Unlike my husband, I am not one to just message someone in a whim. I caught myself thinking of messaging some joke to a friend, only to overthink it and not sending anyone anything. It sucks. 

So this is for every friend I have drifted away from. Know that you are in my thoughts and you can reach me at Messenger. I will reply, albeit not fast enough for this day and age. 

Let's have some coffee and talk like before.

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

To those whom I have wronged, Apologies for hurting you with my big mouth. Sometimes, my mouth is faster than my brain. I didn't mean it, truly. Hoping this can simmer down things - when I talk, I am talking for myself. I am not villifying anyone, I just wish everything is right for myself, and with this selfish thinking, I did not contemplate that I was offending people, not until now. Sorry. Apologies for my anger bursts. I could not handle the stress and pressure then, and I'm sorry you had to deal with me. I am striving to be better now, anger-wise.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

 After n years, I continue this challenge with day 12. 

It's not easy to think about this person, because we need a therapy session to be able to be honest about it.

For now, let's try the safe answer: myself for letting go of healthy habits.

When I started trailing off the 'right path', I thought that because I was married already, I did not need to be as fit. Well, it happened; fitness went straight out of the building. Now that I know this is not a good way of looking at things, it's so hard to lose the fats away! Damn, so hard unlike before. 

That's why I hate myself. 

Time to bring my old fit self back because I rely heavily on it, apparently.