Thursday, May 29, 2025

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

 After n years, I continue this challenge with day 12. 


It's not easy to think about this person, because we need a therapy session to be able to be honest about it.


For now, let's try the safe answer: myself for letting go of healthy habits.

When I started trailing off the 'right path', I thought that because I was married already, I did not need to be as fit. Well, it happened; fitness went straight out of the building. Now that I know this is not a good way of looking at things, it's so hard to lose the fats away! Damn, so hard unlike before. 


That's why I hate myself. 


Time to bring my old fit self back because I rely heavily on it, apparently.

Thursday, May 21, 2020

Dates at San Pablo every week: Pre-ECQ

I'm from Batangas, my boyfriend's from Cavite, so every week, we're meeting half way for dates. One of the best towns that we've visited is San Pablo. From its nature spots to coffee shops to restaurants, the place is worth the drive (also because I'm not the one who's driving hehe).



Sampaloc Lake

For one, Johnny's in love with Sampaloc Lake. I mean, look at these unfiltered shots:






It's calm, it's designed to be a tourist spot, and most especially, it's an alive lake. We saw a turtle twice, birds were always a flying around, and there were fishermen. It's lovely in the morning and romantic during sunsets.



Casa San Pablo

I will be rebirthed as a rich kid and I will have my wedding here.



Or we could just have coffee during this lifetime. 




Thursday, January 24, 2019

I've fallen to another full cycle of procrastination and escaping reality again.

Saturday, December 29, 2018

A glimpse of a college instructor's Christmas


Starting December 1, most people were already preparing for Christmas. Malls were getting busier, traffic was becoming heavier as the spirit of giving became mandatory for some.

Example of this events where giving is required are the Kris Kringle and Exchange Gifts. As adults, most exchange gifts are accompanied by a wish list - we don't want to receive any useless stuff. 

My wish list contained things that I want to buy but I don't have time to do so:
  • foot socks
  • flash drive
  • mini SD
  • BB cream


Those things are for personal use. I was thinking about what I want, what I can use. That's why I was surprised when I saw what my other co-instructors listed. 


At least 3 of them listed whiteboard markers and ink.

They asked for the supplies that should be given by the company.


What does that say about the Philippine education?

1. Supplies are not enough, or are not distributed well. 2/3 of those who wished for markers were lecturers: term for part-time instructors. They only work during the weekends, thus they cannot ask for markers in the Dean's office because of its office hours. This can be easily remedied by allocating at least 2 markers for every lecturer per week. But they don't. That's why I initially concluded that supplies aren't enough.


* I'm a full-time instructor and I ask for 2 markers a week. However, I bought refiilable markers and ink because most of the time, 2 isn't enough. I taught Math and a marker can be used up in one session only. In my opinion, 5 markers per instructor is a good conservative estimate for a smooth and interactive Math class.

2. Most of the instructors are passionate about teaching, that they even wish to receive things that they can use to further improve their way of educating student. It's good to have this burning passion, and I plead the higher ups anywhere, to please not exploit it. Please do not put their flames out by not giving them proper incentives, working conditions, and at the very least, supplies.




Friday, December 28, 2018

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 10!

To myself,

I haven't talk to you lately. We're not meeting eye-to-eye. I think we don't even have the same goals anymore. I'm missing the true you. When can you clear your schedule, sit down, have a coffee and just reconnect our goals to our daily activities?

Let me also give you uncalled for advises, since we're already here.


Please read self-help books again. Finish Anger Management for Dummies - you badly need it now imho.

Manage your time and money again. You were ~~good when you were in younger. Revive it.

Restart doing the things you want. You'll be happier.



Lastly, be more useful, thus, happier this 2019.


And, let's talk.