Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

 Aloha,

As I reflected, I have not been a good keeper of lasting relationships especially when one is far away. Unlike my husband, I am not one to just message someone in a whim. I caught myself thinking of messaging some joke to a friend, only to overthink it and not sending anyone anything. It sucks. 

So this is for every friend I have drifted away from. Know that you are in my thoughts and you can reach me at Messenger. I will reply, albeit not fast enough for this day and age. 

Let's have some coffee and talk like before.

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

To those whom I have wronged, Apologies for hurting you with my big mouth. Sometimes, my mouth is faster than my brain. I didn't mean it, truly. Hoping this can simmer down things - when I talk, I am talking for myself. I am not villifying anyone, I just wish everything is right for myself, and with this selfish thinking, I did not contemplate that I was offending people, not until now. Sorry. Apologies for my anger bursts. I could not handle the stress and pressure then, and I'm sorry you had to deal with me. I am striving to be better now, anger-wise.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

 After n years, I continue this challenge with day 12. 

It's not easy to think about this person, because we need a therapy session to be able to be honest about it.

For now, let's try the safe answer: myself for letting go of healthy habits.

When I started trailing off the 'right path', I thought that because I was married already, I did not need to be as fit. Well, it happened; fitness went straight out of the building. Now that I know this is not a good way of looking at things, it's so hard to lose the fats away! Damn, so hard unlike before. 

That's why I hate myself. 

Time to bring my old fit self back because I rely heavily on it, apparently.

Dates at San Pablo every week: Pre-ECQ

I'm from Batangas, my boyfriend's from Cavite, so every week, we're meeting half way for dates. One of the best towns that we've visited is San Pablo. From its nature spots to coffee shops to restaurants, the place is worth the drive (also because I'm not the one who's driving hehe).



Sampaloc Lake

For one, Johnny's in love with Sampaloc Lake. I mean, look at these unfiltered shots:

It's calm, it's designed to be a tourist spot, and most especially, it's an alive lake. We saw a turtle twice, birds were always a flying around, and there were fishermen. It's lovely in the morning and romantic during sunsets.



Casa San Pablo

I will be rebirthed as a rich kid and I will have my wedding here.

Or we could just have coffee during this lifetime. 

I've fallen to another full cycle of procrastination and escaping reality again.